When i saw those posters i was so inspired to fight for my country but now i think i was crazy to think this would be fun. Everyday i lose many of my friends. We eat, sleep, live in the trenches, its horrible. I wish i can go back in time so that I dont have to be here. Its horrible of what the gas does to my friends, the disfiguring things that it does, leaves everybody speechless. Now everybody is equal, not one is better than another. It scares me to think that i can lose my life at any time,or worse that I will never see my family again. Im constantly remembering all the times i alomost got shot, I can't get that image out of my mind. Now i think that theres nothing good coming out of this war. Its crazy to think that when this war was started that i was excited, but now the only thing that i want is for this to be over with.